...Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear... But all these days... They feel like they’re the same.. Just different faces... Different places...

Was sad about how a long friendship had deteriorated such that bells HAVE to be a-ringing should we want to meet. What's up with THAT? So upset I couldn't compose my thoughts enough to compose a retort. BUT the day improved with a funny, excessive intro to A Mall In The West to A Jakun From The East. And went several notches up with the exciting surprise in the mail. I had sadly given up thinking the time they promised had come & gone. But interesting prospects lies ahead. Crossing my fingers & toes, no matter what Bro & Sis said about FORTY. But forty is better than four thousand. Jan/Feb, now. Or so they said. Going by their last timeline, would be March thens. But really hope to get it this time round. Dad's all set to reccee again. Another grown-up decision. Counting down til the next mail..........