" Didn't think it'd be this hard... Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside... Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth "

Was updating my counter when I realised in horrors: Oh no, THAT long til the hols??? Work's been a bit tough and the fuse slightly short for certain people more than others and I feel like a darn grinch. Trying to be more upbeat after getting my short break, but the schedule's been hectic and I'm just so wrung out that I can't be bothered for life outside of work. Pathetic. Then there's the what M fondly refers to as my "buah kedondong" stint from the next couple of weeks that will further tax my time & brain cells but I strangely enjoy on some level. I sure am a sucker for punishment.....