" When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you just can't sleep
Stuck in reverse "
When you feel so tired, but you just can't sleep
Stuck in reverse "
So. Tonight I received my second Individual OCA, and third Team OCA in my 6-year career history. It's nice, I guess. To be validated by people from both sides. But on the other hand, victory didn't taste as sweet as it did before. I'm just way beyond jaded. If I reach any more further than I've done this year, I'll just. Simply. Be. Keeling over. But that said, the mushy part of moi still am touched how some of the comrades felt that I was doing good enough a job. Fine. I may rather hate the work (nowadays), but I do still love (most) of the 'mates.
2 mulled it over:
congratulations, sweetheart!!! you are always the best and have always been!
that aside, i haven't heard from you in ages. how have you been apart from being jaded and unhappy?
Thanks babe. Basically... mostly... being mopey & unhappy filled up most of my waking hours now. Har har.
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