"so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we are disguised from ourselves"
- Francois de La Rochefoucauld -
Friday, October 31, 2008
Maybe DV's right after all. Just because I'm somehow coping does not mean it is the way things should be managed. Maybe the long commute East would be worth the exchange for sanity.
Nuyul! How are you? We missed you at dinner yesterday :( Hope you are feeling way better today. Have a great rest during the weekend ya, so that you can take the devil by its horns next week!! Heheh
Nulaa, The Devil is not even around this whole week... but I must take up the slack in the absence...
At 1st Huda, I read it as it is worth it for me to stay on. Hah I don't think I've ever been so resolutely unhappy, either. But I dun even have the time to really think this through. :((
Take leave, go somewhere and THINK. That's what I did. Of course, I ended up a blubbery, teary mess also but hey.
Sometimes I feel like I menghasut people each time I give such advice... but I can't help it. Recently I keep seeing people who seem to be in the same state that I was in. And it wasn't that long ago that I was facing the same issues. :( The wound still raw for me, so to speak.
Someone once told me That you have to choose What you win or lose You can't have everything
Don’t you take chances You might feel the pain Don’t you love in vain Cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side And watch this life pass me by So unhappy but safe as could be
* So what if it hurts me So what if I break down So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don’t care about other pain in front of me Cause I’m just trying be happy… Just wanna be happy
Holding on tightly Just can’t let it go Just trying play my role Slowly disappear
Well all these tears They feel like they’re the same Just different faces, different names Get me outta here
Well I could stand by the side And watch this life pass me by So unhappy but safe as could be
* So what if it hurts me So what if I break down So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don’t care about other pain in front of me Cause I’m just trying be happy… So any turns that I can’t see I’ll count a stranger on this road But don’t say victim Don’t say anything
* So what if it hurts me So what if i break down So what if this world just throws me off the edge My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don’t care about other pain in front of me Cause I’m just trying be happy… Just wanna be… Happy…
4 mulled it over:
Nuyul! How are you? We missed you at dinner yesterday :( Hope you are feeling way better today. Have a great rest during the weekend ya, so that you can take the devil by its horns next week!! Heheh
Seriously, I think it will be worth it, Nourol. Truthfully, I've never heard you as unhappy as you are these days.
You will have the means soon, and on the bright side, the East is not that far away to you compared to what it is to me.
Not that I'm planning to work or move to the East. Just saying that everywhere seems far from where I live. Everywhere but JB. :P
Nulaa, The Devil is not even around this whole week... but I must take up the slack in the absence...
At 1st Huda, I read it as it is worth it for me to stay on. Hah I don't think I've ever been so resolutely unhappy, either. But I dun even have the time to really think this through. :((
Take leave, go somewhere and THINK. That's what I did. Of course, I ended up a blubbery, teary mess also but hey.
Sometimes I feel like I menghasut people each time I give such advice... but I can't help it. Recently I keep seeing people who seem to be in the same state that I was in. And it wasn't that long ago that I was facing the same issues. :( The wound still raw for me, so to speak.
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