Sometimes I wish my intuition wasn't so good.

I woke up musing about the bad dream.

But a glance at my mobile showed that no... unfortunately it wasn't a bad dream. Someone so very dear to me was still going through what must be a great nightmare.

I can't begin to imagine the hell of the past year. I may not be living it, but I'm still reeling from the shock & devastation. And I am so unbelievably sorry that we just couldn't have done something... anything more.

I once read that the 21st century family is not connected by DNA. It's the friends that have stuck together in life through thick & thin, better & worse. Who've seen each other's best & worst, and still loved in spite of it all.

Our different lives & commitments may not have allowed us to meet ever so often, but we've always come through in the moments that mattered, we've cemented our friendship with the cards life has dealt us.

Dear... we love you lots. We'll support you. Always. Forever. Whenever you need. Whatever you need. You are not, nor ever been, or will ever be a disappointment in our eyes. I'll never regret whatever effort for that moment in time, because that moment had helped make my dear friend happy. F15 Forever, remember? There's nothing you can do that can shake us off so easy. We'll help you spot that silver lining in these dark stormy clouds.....