there've been more than 250 bush fires in Singapore since January 2005??? so can i blame the dry spell & hot hot weather for finally succumbing to the conspiracy, also abetted by CC and OM at work (plus various other colleagues) and even daddy at home to get me sick???

:((

i hate sleeping coz it seems to aggravate the situation when i wake up... not that I have been getting much sleep!! but I need to sleep... I'm feeling so so lethargic... hope it doesn't develop into a bout of lung infection like a year and half back... that was terrible... but getting on the nebulizer seems like a good idea now when breathing's becoming a chore at times...

Nat says it's possible to develop asthma at adulthood... NOT FAIR!! i mean I thought it's a fair genetic tradeoff that me & sis the only ones from the paternal side that dun have asthma, just sinus (which is apparently from the maternal side)... now I'm going to get both?? if it's right, I think I'm seriously considering the feasibility of getting the nebulizer kit for home!

but I seem to feel better at night... or maybe it's morning... *scrunch up face*... so maybe it's really the weather exacerbating it? was feeling really awful at work in the afternoon... such that had to cancel out meeting the Femme15s... :( what made me feel better was that HL and most importantly MLD wasn't able to make it either... but we had meant to visit SR's dad who seem not to be bouncing back from his op as fast as should be... that I felt bad as this is the second foiled attempt to visit him... but I really needed to go home and lie down... and I did somehow manage 2 straight hours of sleep just now before I got awoken and can't go back to sleep til now... :/