It's been a really hectic time. To say the least.

And at a time when I really need a friend, when I would really have appreciated support, when I would really not swap away a hug or a shoulder... I got a cold one.

I'm sad. But at the heart of it all was I'm disappointed. Disillusioned. And feel so alone.

The one I thought I could turn to, hurt me all the more instead.

I needed you... you were there.
But then, not for me.
So I turned the other way.
And unexpectedly, there...

I'm still hurting. But I'm thankful to the one who listened to my ranting. Who despite being busy still tried to reach out.

Who despite not nderstanding tried the best he could. And did comfort me.

Thanks, friend.