...There's been so many changes, I was so confused
Fate has a way of changing, Just when you don't want it to...

When you're stuck in the doldrums, it's hard to clamber out, even when they are so many hands reaching out. Nice to know. Just not nice enough to really matter. Been thinking and thinking, and maybe it's just too much overthinking. But have looked at it in so many different ways, and I just can't figure it out... I'm sorry, but I just want things to be back the way they were.

"I'm having the day from hell.  It wasn't going so well, before you came. Then you told me... ... I should have kicked your ass instead. I need intervention, attention to stop temptation to scream.  Everything is f-ed up straight from the start but I can't turn to you when it all falls apart. Can it be easier, can I change my life, cause it just seems to go bad everytime..."

It's officially the weekend and I'm still at work. Well, not there, just the endless things to tie up offsite. My bad for leaving earlier, but it's distracting to do statistics when there's endless interruptions. But will take time this weekend to book a holiday, send off *those* forms and fill up other sets of forms in the pursuit for other pastures, which may not be greener, but a still change of scenery would do me good, me thinks.